Bleaching .. Confusing ..

My hair ....
from purple turns into red color...
soon it will turns into brown color ...

After Malaysian studies yesterday,
i'm having a complicated feeling,
at beginning of the evening,
after i know something else,
i felt more confusing and complicated...

Now i'm just like stand in between
Joy and Sorrow
I can't made a decision ....
i do not know how and what i'm gonna to do...

Who can share his/her feeling with me?
Nobody... not even my family members can understand me well...
Why i need to made my self fall in a situation like this?
Don't question me like this,
If you know what a friends means ,
then you probably now what to do....

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For me, hoping is just dreaming,
even your best friend will just sarcastic on you,
Is true , don't try to correct me...
Just do it if yo are hope for something,
We would never know there will be a next chance waiting for you or not..



Conclusion for today:
What the hell am i actually writing for?
I'm childish =)

Madup' Mashup Whatsup'

recently really free,

mon and weds can go TS by myself~

tuesday class got many lenglui~

thursday class dam interesting,

friday tutorial only~

free free free~

play this game till bored =..=

New purple Head~

Heh Heh Heh ~

Today go dye a new color ~

dam nice purple ~

people sarcastic me is noob,

cause they are envy me xD

Wondering............

You know how i'm think about you,

you know what i means,

but i don't know what you really think about,

since that day, i've changed my point of view on you,

i don't know why, please dont ask me why,

of course there is a reason,

but the reason is about you but not for you,

i'm already giving up on ya,

but why you till giving me such fantasy?

MY HEART IS FRAGILE

you know it but you are still smashing on it....

who else gonna know i'm hurt....

what if they know i'm hurt?

what they can do?

nothing....

or they'll keep sarcastic me,

at least just comfort me abit,

no one will do those thing,

only sarcastic.....

[I've swallow all the sad and sorrow,
perhaps you can live happy ever after without me]

无奈......

你受苦，你無助，
很辛苦，大喊痛，
想幫你，沒法術，
我想，我只能讓你掀起你那可愛的笑容.....